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12 diciembre Joke of the day~My colleague Kenneth Hansen from Denmark.. He is a very funny man.. He created most of the laughters in the office as he prints a joke a day... Since I am sitting here nothing much on hand.. hehehe.. here comes my blog again~~~~
Po taters
Some people never seen motivated to participate but are just content to watch others do the work. They are called 'Spec Taters'.
Some people never do anything to help but are gifted at finding fault with the way others do the work. They are called 'Comment Taters'.
Some people are very bossy and like to tell others what to do, but don't want to soil their own hands. They are called 'Dick Taters'.
Some people are always looking to cause problems by asking others to agree with them. It is too hot or too cold, too sour or too sweet. They are called 'Agie Taters'.
Some people always say they will help, but somehow just never get around to actually doing the promised help. They are called ' Hezzie Taters'.
Some people can put up a front and pretend to be someone they are not. They are called 'Immy Taters'.
Then there are those who love others and do what they say they will. They are always prepared to stop whatever they are doing and lend a helping hand. They bring real sunshine into the lives of others. They are called 'Sweet Po Taters'.
24 octubre ~~感动~~"成功不是一个人的..."
这句话经常听到......
现在的我也终于明白了当中的含意...
今天的我.... 如果成功了.... 真的不是自己的...
非常感动, 像天使一样的朋友们在身边一直为自己鼓励加油...
朋友...
有的... 久久不联络, 但是感情依然, 心里总是会有他们的存在...
有的... 你跟他不很熟, 但是有需要的时候, 他却是那个帮助你的人...
有的... 话题不很多, 但是感觉却像很熟很舒服那样...
有的... 经常联络, 但是想法却因为环境一直改变, 偶尔还会意见不合...
有的... 你当他是朋友, 但他喜新厌旧, 有了新朋友, 早都把你忘得干净...
有的... 需要你的时候, 可以称兄道弟, 得到想要的了, 大摇大摆走人...
我的人生走到这里也算不短了... 遇到的朋友真的太多种类...
真的很想好好的谢谢这些朋友... 就像他们说的一样, 我们是一起的, 所以不管怎样,一定要紧握彼此的手, 一起成功...
成功有了他们的陪伴, 真的不会寂寞了... 失败有了他们的鼓励, 真的不会有遗憾了...
我真的是个幸运的人啊~~~~~ 19 octubre To Matthew and Helen..Congratulations to my forever brother and angelic bride~~~
Thank you for giving me such great opportunities to be the speaker on your wedding ceremony... I am proud to be your friend..
Hereby, I wish you all the millions of reasons that will put evergreen smile on your face in course of the long and well-balanced life..
And I dedicate this beautiful poem to you, Mr and Mrs MA... May God's grace shower upon you and bring lots of blessing in your new marriage life~~~
On your joyful wedding day, You begin a brand new life. Friends and family give their gifts To joyful husband, blissful wife.
But the greatest gift you'll ever get, A gift from heaven above, Is love forever, ending never, Everlasting love.
You'll share life's joy and pleasure; You'll have plenty of that, it's true. But love is the real treasure For your new spouse and you.
And if life hands you challenges, As it does to one and all, Your love will hold you steady And never let you fall.
Your wedding day is full of joy; Tomorrow you cannot see. But one thing's sure for the two of you: The best is yet to be.
Once again, Congratulations to both of you... As you begin your happy life.... May all good things be yours.... As new husband and new wife.... 17 octubre sigh~~~拇指终于好了....
考试终于接近了....
三个月.... 两个月.... 20天.... 12 天..... 只有7天了......
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真是自讨苦吃啊~~~~~~~
上班没精神....
学习没动力....
最后7天~~~~~~
Niral, Erica... 我们加油吧~~~~~
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期待 Matthew 和 Helen 的婚礼...
也期待姐姐妹妹们的香港之旅~~~~~
哎... 还是好好学习吧....
07 octubre DisablitiesMe~Myself~I
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I lost everything... ... 28 agosto ~~~ Lazy Bug ~~~I havent been blogging for ages.. always thought it was a worst pass-time activity and given chances for those evil tongues to create bias... but well.... blogging is somehow a given to self-indulgence on expressing through writting.. and a tool for old friends to catch up... let me just explain.. blogging is definitely a yes-yes if we truly utilize it...
I really never thought many people are interested in my blog... I just thought it was a good way for me to learn chinese by typing pinyin and look through those familiar characters... hehehe... and finally gave up blogging because some evil tongues plants negative impressions over it and making such a mess... but.. honestly, i am too busy for blogging..
I am suppose in the office now.. but errheeem... I woke up late this morning.. I guess CEO is kinda upset now... I should bring some snacks tomorrow.. finger cross..
so friends.. here's the update of my blog and about me.. dont chase me for more...
I have well-running routines everyday.. it is kinda a persistent form of life and never slackening working pattern of my daily routines.. other than that, I walk my lovely cat - MyElmo every twice a day... playing mahjong every thursday, friday, saturday... sometimes even on sunday.. having big feast almost everyday with dearly friends... shopping and baking cakes during weekends... Live in a own house of us... close to the beach which anable us to walk hand-in-hand with MyElmo.. Driving a considered-good-car and done some racing on the street sometimes... Life is pretty stable and low profile... Not really have any unwanted disturbance from outside...
Weather is getting warmth and its time for gardening... I hope I smell lavender when I wake up one morning during summer.. Sun flowers and roses blossom as the sun shine above...
Life is easy! 17 agosto Twist yOur TonGue aNd THINK~~~" I think I think too much...
But I think sometimes I don't think enough...
Now I think I'm over-thinking things I don't know what to think..."
26 mayo ...迷惑...想要开始慢慢的习惯自己一个人的生活....
经历过的, 走过的... 往回头看... 留下的只是两横鲜血...
伤过... 痛过... 哭过... 也放弃过...
终于明白... 该如何从别的方向找回笑容...
自己已经变的冷血... 没有感觉... 更没有感情....
真的该学习慢慢习惯自己独立的生活...
寻找属于自己简单的快乐...
悄悄的我走了... 正如我悄悄的来...
挥一挥衣袖... 不带走一片云彩... 29 abril 男人... 女人...今天的主题是男人与女人...
男人... 女人.... 很多的不同.... 不仅是外貌身体的不同.... 思想也有着很大的不同.... 今天我就不吐不快... 得罪了~~~
不同: 一
男人追求的往往对女人来说都是很敷衍的.... 但是他们总是任为他们所追求的东西让他们表现自己很'man'.... 但是其实对于多数的女人来说,那些东西都很不堪.... 相反的, 女人所追求的东西,对男人来说也是很肤浅的.... 其实啊~~ 肤浅的背后, 其实男人根本没有本事去实现女人所追求的东西... 所以往往都以肤浅来带过... 聪明的女人在今天已经能够去实现自己的梦想... 只是宽容的再给男人机会做一位真正的男人而已... 但是现今社会,还能找到这类男人吗...???
不同: 二
男人总是任为女人没有男人就不能活.... 但是啊... 根据报告显示, 60%的家庭都因为有女人才能维持生活.... 男外女内的古老思想已经不存在了... 女人是因为男人,所以才深藏不落.... 只是再给男人机会做一位真正的英雄而已.... 相反的, 男人没有女人根本不能生存.... 古语也强调了, "成功男人的背后, 都会有个女人..." 这句话是不是意味着, 女人很重要吗..? 聪明的女人们在今天不但可以在内,更可以在外.... 所以,女人还该被歧视吗...???
不同: 三
男人每次都在与女人争吵时,明显的显示出他们都冲动和感性... 但是他们总是责怪女人不理性... 根据报告显示, 受虐待的女人超过50%... 男人们总是因为自己辩不过女人, 而利用他们先天性比女人庞大的身躯来逼女人屈服... 女人并不是打不过男人, 而是给男人机会做一位真正的绅士... 相反的, 女人总是能够理智的思考答案解决问题.... 眼泪只是女人们的思考空间... 试想想, 如果女人真的像男人口中所说的不理性, 那每个家庭的未来, 不就完全黑暗了吗...? 别忘了... 女在内, 有那个家不是由女人打点的呢...? 所以, 男人有权利打女人吗...???
不同: 四
男人的目标, 通常都是短暂的... 根据报告显出, 90%的男人都希望拥有名车... 他们往往在拥有第一份职业之后, 就完全投入所拥有的金钱去拱一辆车.... 对男人而言, 车子是他们地位的象征... 就算日子过得在贫困都无所谓了... 相反的, 女人不会为了所谓的车子让自己挨得半命... 因为女人的目标是长远的... 报告也显示, 70%的女人在28岁前拥有自己的房子和车子... 30%的男人成功拥有两者... 在告诉你们吧.... 拥有跑车的女人比男人多出至少10%哦~~~~ 所以说, 女人怎么可能是男人口中所谓的无知呢...???
男人.... 女人..... 差别真大........................................ 总之男人要是伟大的, 女人就是受尊重的..... 我只是想表达男人和女人应该是平等的......
而且.....
如果男人和女人能够达到一个平衡点.... 那就天下太平了....
如果男人和女人能够好好沟通... 那他们肯定能够成功的携手走向成功的未来...
如果男人和女人能够互相了解,,, 那明天就会有满满的期望和希望了...
然而..............
当所有感情失去了信任.... 一切就会变得不真实了...........
p/s: 以上发表, 寸存属我的个人意见, 有感而发.... 但不代表是我个人的经验.... 谈谈而已... 别生气... 如果你不同意, 那就sorry~~~
16 marzo 好久不见啦~~~~~终于... 还是回来啦...!! sien~~~~~
想到临走前爷爷奶奶不舍的眼神... 就让我多一份牵挂.... 好想有个明白这种感觉的人在自己身边, 给一份鼓励... 压力越来越大... 告诉自己, 既然自己选择了这条路, 就要勇敢的跨出恐惧, 向前迈进.... 既然选择了离开家里所安排好的一切, 天真的想靠自己的努力实现梦想... 就不能在孩子气的追求三分钟热度.... 不想在拥有家庭靠山... 想自己冲出来看看自己拥有多少实力.... 不想输啊~~~~ 爸爸的话, 让我感觉有点懦弱.... "赢了, 当然是件好事... 但是, 输了就别撑强... 回来吧..." 会有点安慰, 至少我还有后路... 但是... 我确实是不懂得怎么去认输的人啊~~~~ 只能紧紧的把这句话放在脑海里了....
压力... 还在....
啊~~~~ 不管了....
好开心看到.................. Joy Joy 依然搞怪.. Rainie 依然可爱... Nelson 依然幽默... Matthew 依然开朗... Helen 依然大方... 只有我依然的胖... 什么嘛...!!! 还有还有... Matthew 和 Helen 的小狗修修... 哈哈... 可真是个小玩皮蛋... 大家的新家都好远哦~~~~~ 但是距离不是问题啦..... hmmmppphhhh.... 看到你们... 真的好好哦~~~ 22 diciembre ~Graduation~Finally... It was my Master graduation ceremony yesterday...!~
Really happy to have Joy, Matthew and Helen as my guests...!! Cannot deny Joy was a great companion in MPA.. I think we make a good duet..!!! We have been helping each other throughout the course... haha... we always fit well in each other's weaknesses.... just as said.. no one is perfect.. but in group, we work for perfection..!! I would say... She should be given some credits of my HD's and D's... hahahaha.. for sure David Moore got more credits...!!! anyway.. Joy, I really wish u all the best for your last semester.. I strongly believe u can make it through even without me..!!
Matthew was a great companion too... always be there for me... he make a great chef whenever we hang out together.. also at times I was sick...!!! especially during assignment periods or exam periods... eventhough he didnt have any exams.. he still making great efforts to accompanied us to stay up late in the library every night.... foods and drinks provided too..!! so... I would say... He should be given some credits of my HD's and D's.... anyway.. Matthew, I also wish u all the best, for another one and half year... trust me, you will taste the success...!!
Achint, Niral and Jean also my VIPs of the course... if it was not their words of encouragement, I wouldnt have so much confident... if it was not their guides and guardians, I wouldnt be so obedient... I still remember the times we work things out together... laughters always take most of the times.. of course, chocolate and cookies can never be forgotten when all of us got together...! Although it was just a short period that we knew each other.. but I really hope we have a never-ending-friendship.. I hope one day when all of us come together again, we all have our dreams fullfilled...!
Time flies... really flies... everyone's gonna be apart soon for our very own destiny.... I think,,, I am gonna miss the times, valuable times, quality times, memorable times, great times..... that we have together... Many of you have become Accountant, some even proceed to PHD.. I just gonna say.. for this one and a half year.. it was the most valuable times in my entire life... I will never forget, in fact all the pieces will come into my mind everyday... I will not waste the supports, encouragements and guides of you all... I will make it a great achievement and stand gut to strive the best which I dreamt of...!
Let us crown effort in sucess...!!!! 11 noviembre 虚惊一场终于考完我 Master Degree 的最后一个考试了。。。 想想自己还够笨的。。。 明明有那么多时间可以准备,但是自己每天除了和朋友们玩乐,睡觉,吃饭,发呆,就是书本都摆桌上看都不看一眼。。。 终于到了考试前三天,我们竟然还包水饺。。。 考试的前两天,自己还到朋友家烤肉。。。 到了最后一天,还离家出走,又出去玩乐了。。。 还是没有考试的心情。。。 更好笑的是考试当天,原本打算一早起床学习,怎么知道眼睛就是打不开来。。。 尽管 bb 一直叫我,我还是起不来。。。 好不容易起床,看看时间就到了,赶快跟 Joy 吃了午餐然后去考试。。。 途中接到马叔叔的加油电话。。。 精力充沛又信心满满的。。。 。。。
怎么知道,一到考场,自己竟然开始紧张起来。。。 进入考场后更惨。。。 一些小事故,把我和 Joy 考试的心情完全的彻底的消灭了。。。 原来只是虚惊一场。。。 折腾了一个小时后我们才能专心的考试。。。 考完时,以为马上和马叔叔他们庆祝,怎料到又出现了莫名其妙的小事故。。。 可怜的马叔叔阿,只能吃没鸡的饭 (鸡被吃完了)。。。 还好大家还聊得很开心。。。 Nelson 的冷笑话一出场,大家都躲回房里。。。 幸好好心的 Joy 和 Helen 还愿意为我翻译。。。 太好笑了。。。。。 只可惜小公主 Rainie 被绑架到 Launceston, 不然的话一定会更开心的。。。 刚刚接到她从 Launceston 打回来的电话(你快回来吧。。。)大家等着你打麻将,还有明天烤肉会。。。!!
在你们回去之前我们一定要好好把握每一天啊~~~~~ 26 octubre ~~~summer sunshine~~~。。。...喜欢早上起床, 有你说早安... 。。。
。。。...喜欢吃午餐, 有你的陪伴... 。。。
。。。...喜欢晚餐, 吃你做的便当... 。。。
。。。...喜欢睡觉前, 感觉你的肩膀... 。。。
。。。...习惯, 闻闻你脸上的味道... 。。。
。。。...习惯, 做错事时撒撒娇... 。。。
。。。...习惯, 你生气时我心里大笑... 。。。
。。。...习惯, 我生气时自己走掉... 。。。
。。。...说好对彼此要有礼貌... 。。。
。。。...见面时要微笑... 。。。
。。。...离开前给彼此一个拥抱... 。。。
。。。...只要想想彼此的好... 。。。
。。。...就不会大吵大闹... 。。。
终于觉得自己好幸福... 窗外夏天的阳光, 春天的微风... 放在窗架上每一束留着记忆的花... 口里还有你做的早餐的味道... 开始有点依赖你给的爱... 暂时忘了以前的不愉快... 突然觉得很梦幻... 看见你用尽所有力量... 努力展示你对我的爱... 给我保护让我依赖... 陪我熬夜读书听我讲讲未来... 想告诉你, 我喜欢你的拥抱... 喜欢你看我的眼神... 喜欢你在我手心写字... 如果我们没有明天... 我不会在乎, 因为那不代表什么... 至少我知道, 被你疼爱的感觉...
14 octubre ~~~N-cOoL's baCk~~~Really feel like shout out loud to the world.. that N-Cool is back~~~~ yesssss..!!~~~ And we've got two aussie in our group these days.. David and Andrew!~~ hehehehe..!!~~~~~~
Matthew had just moved in to Rainie's house~~~ hmppphhh..!!~~ they must be having lots of nice and delicious food everyday~~ cause all of them are great chef..!!~~ Nelson's porridge, matthew's guotie, Rainie's dessert.. yum yum~~~~ Joy and I suggested to visit them everyday~~ hehehe.. really miss those times we had great fun together, study together and of course sharing and talking heart to heart~~~
Despite of all other negative circumstances, i would rather say that, i really appreciate the times we have fun together.. although i am the only Malaysian, but they just really treated me so good and so taking care of me~~~~ always a 'yes' to me.. hmph hmphhhh.. really appreciate you guys la... really cant bear to leave u guys.. really dont feel like leaving here.. really hope to stay here with all of you.. hai.. want to cry already :'(
yesterday night was awesome~~~ 10 of us... Me, Joy, Vincent, Matthew, Carina, Andrew, Rainie, David, Nelson and Roxy~~~ wow.. great dinner at chinese restaurant~~~ I reckon Andrew and David really love chinese food.. hehe.. so happy for Rainie.. cause they are so so so so sweet~~~ indeed Rainie is a caring and understanding girl, always soft-spoken, smiley, sporty, and lovely~~~~ i really need to learn a lot from here in terms of handling a relationship.. hmmmmmppphhhhhh~~~~~ some part of me really need a huge revolution.. hmphhhhh....
Really feel so sorry about yesterday night~~~ sigh~~~~ if nothing went wrong.. Joy and I will definitely stayed there until morning!~~ and we must have lot of great fun together.... sigh~~~ i really wish i can turn back time~~~~ really hope we can meet up again soon and have fun together.. but.. exams are just around the corner~~~~ and after exam, everyone's gone~~~ hai... when can we spend time with each other again..???????? really hope i can express my feelings.. sometimes the feelings are beyond all words.. only the hearts that speak the truth.. just wanna tell N-cool..!
09 octubre 最后的一次..!!小猪又开始写中文了哦... 因为马叔叔说我好旧没写中文.. hmmpphhh.. 看看时钟.. 我还有一点点时间.. 那就用来练习练习中文吧.. 想到以前曾几何时我也有过对中文的热沉哦.. 虽然只会用汉语拼音来找出这些似曾相似的字.. 我想我还没到用手写的水准吧..哈哈.. 但是我会汉语拼音,就等于会中文了嘛..!~ 其实也没那么难.. 可能我只是懒的一字字的去想去看..
希望.. 心里有满满的希望.. 也不知道什么时候可以全部实现..
1-和 joy 天天一起努力学习.. 以 rabbit 做为榜样..!~
2-和 vincent 像以前一样天天在一起.. 看他煮东西吃..然后偷吃两口..
3-和 rainie, nelson, roxy, matthew, carina, andrew, david 一起在考试前痛痛快快的玩它一晚.. 喝得醉熏熏的,作为考试闭关的补偿..!~
4-和 Jean, Bill, Achint, Niral 在一起吃饭谈天..
5-和 Peter, Albert, Tan, Laysha, Cheryl, King, Krystal, Steph, Alvin, Yan, Alex, Jeremy, Paul Saggas, Lauren, Shelly Johnston, James 好好的告别.. 谢谢他们在我身边鼓励和支持..
6-和 Joey, Doriss, Duc, Michael, Jason, 他们一起喝酒跳舞,谈天说笑..
7-能够在离开 Hobart 之前把全部的事情办得托托当当的.. 好多东西烦..好多的家具,还有 keyboard, guitar, 一推的衣服,鞋子.. 我的车子.. 都得卖出去或给人..
8-PR application 和 CPA assessment 也没搞定..
9-妹妹的中学还没处理..
10-书本,notes 该怎么带走..一推的公仔呢..?
还有好多好多的烦恼.. 真不知道该怎么处理.. 看来我有该长大了, 独立的去处理全部的事了..我知道离开后自己会很想念, 非常想念所有的朋友和安静的生活..无忧无虑没竞争.. 但是毕竟这种生活不适合我.. 我喜欢竞争,它让我进步让我提升自己得到我想要的阶级和荣誉..我要靠的是自己的努力, 证明的是自己的能力..我要的未来,是无法靠想象的..
厌倦了没竞争的生活,更厌倦了没憧憬的地方,讨厌的是懒洋洋的人,没活力,没朝气..讨厌没车子的马路,没人的街道,没喧哗的城市..我真的能够留在这里吗?我能够吗?我适合吗?其实这里没什么不好..喜欢它无忧无虑,喜欢它没烦恼,小小的,静静的..也许自己也在某种情况之下会适合这种生活的..
读书的心情还没收拾好..告诉自己,等一下 presentation 一定要做到最好..毕竟那是我 master degree 的最后一个 presentation 了.. 我想我真的会很怀念..最后一次的考试了..!告诉自己全部都要拿 High Distinction..!虽然真的很难,到我相信只要很努力,我肯定做得到..上学期,上上学期都做到了..这学期更要做到..最难的是这次,但是我要它变成我的骄傲..!真的要很努力了..!!
努力..!努力..!再努力..!!
01 octubre piggie so sick of hobart already..piggie's best friend left her alone at home.. she went for work already.. piggie alone studying.. but cannot concentrate.. cause piggie thinking of kit-kat ice-cream.. small hobart dont have kit-kat ice cream.. but fattie said he is going to find some for piggie.. hmph hmph.. listen first.. if he can get some, then piggie will eat one a day~~~ and become a real piggie.. hehehe~~~~~~~~~ some people said fattie treat piggie very good.. but maybe piggie has very high expectation ah~~ cause she is princess mah.. aih.. dont like him.. he very messy with his relationship la..!~ piggie so angry yesterday night eeee... but dont bother already.. those are childist ppl with childist game~ piggie wants to be happy everyday~~ yipppeeee
piggie looking for tortise at many places already.. ask the pet shop to order for piggie but non of them willing to do so.. piggie willing to pay high high price for a pair of tortise la.. but cannot get any from hobart... wu wu wu.. piggie wants to have a pair of cute tortise.. bring them to beach... let them play with the sand.. woooo~~~ tortise so cute eeeeee... hehehe... piggie misses 小蛋... fattie doesnt know how to take care of ppl and dont know how to treat someone heartedly.. thats why piggie wants to buy a cat... then kitty can sleep with fattie everynight.. hehehe~~~~ long long fur one
piggie ate alot since yesterday night ah~~~~ matthew made piggie's favourite dishes..!!! yippppeeee.. he is a great chef ahhhh.. yum yum.. piggie went home msia and make the dish for granny.. they said very yummy~~~ pipi and mimi ate alot~~ kekeke... but piggie must learn more from matthew leeeee... yoooo~~~~ piggie wants to learn to cook.... cook a lot a lot nice nice yummy yummy food... piggie never eat the pizza yesterday night leeeee... matthew angry liaoooooo~~~ hehe...
carina so cuteeeeeee... piggie so sorry to her cause piggie never go clubbing with her yesterday~~~ after test this week yeeeee.. we can go bom cha cha laaa~~~~ kekeke...
hmph hmph have to return back for books already.. piggie countdown for final.. and finish master soon soon.. and then piggie wants to start her step of fullfilling her dreams already~~~ yey yey... the stairs are near already... piggie must gambathe ahh~~~ cause many people want to join piggie's convo this time.. Bachelor convo only about 50 friends came sad sad... this time must make a big big party.. hehe.. The Big 4 have a great plan for Master of Professional Accounting student who graduating this semester..!~ yiiipppeee
aihhhhh... piggie's shoulder so pain 26 septiembre ~ fUnny fOrmuLa ~In response to Kloven the spinach.. (haha.. i bet you dont know this i called u.. haha ) well.. why spinach..? cause you are a mix of Spanish and Taiwanese who growed up in America but currently in Australia~~~~ hehehe.. and your hair look cool~ *wink*
From Kloven :
University student = eat + sleep + dating
Pig = eat + sleep
so, University student = pig + eat
University student - dating = pig
Therefore, University student who does not date = pig
And... pig who dates can be upgraded to be a University student
In response to Kloven's :
Human = eat + sleep + work + play
Pig = eat + sleep
so... Human = pig + work + play
Therefore... Human - play = Pig + work
And... Human who doesnt know how to relax = Pig only know how to work
kekeke.. piggie so cuteeeeee... hehehehe 24 septiembre cutieee piggie eeeePiggie didnt sleep for the whole night again..!~ eyes opened widely til sunrise... Piggie listened to many nice songs the whole night.. Silly girl kept thinking about the past... sometimes smile sometimes tears dropping.. piggie feels heart broken again... because she knows that, every human being meant to make mistake in their life.. somehow the biggest mistake is to repeat the mistake again and again..!~
Piggie's ex-bf is getting married soon~~ she feels very happy for him.. but Matthew never believe her.. she doesnt like him already.. because he is so lousy to pick a lousy girl.. but deep down in her heart, she really happy for them.. cause he finally gets someone suits him better than her.. Piggie knows she is not a good girlfriend because she doesnt know how to express her love~~ Matthew said piggie is prettier than that girl, Joy said so too~~~ but piggie feels upset because she wears the t-shirt piggie wore before..! yeeerrrr.. yuck yuck yuck~~~ but who cares *shake the bum bum*
Rabbit said piggie needs a boyfriend.. rabbit even wants her to be with Matthew.. rabbit is a super good friend.. so lovely and so sweet... rabbit is coming to Melbourne with piggie next year for double master course in University of Melbourne.. haha.. they can live together and have lots of fun together..!!~~~ Piggie cant wait to leave Hobart, this dead place make her feeling aweful and feel like running away..!~ Matthew is her lovely best friend and very very best friend..! He is very caring.. picked her from home and sent her to Isobar to meet her friends.. he queque with her in the line and even sent her inside Isobar... Matthew very caring..!~ piggie really likes rabbit, and matthew, nelson, joy joy.. she feels sad because she is leaving sooner or later.. piggie crying again.. very long night.. indeed its already afternoon now.. joy hasnt come home..
Piggie addicted to alcohol and clubbing again.. Michael, Duc, Kung are lovely friend to hang out~~ they have humor jokes and they know how to make piggie laugh... Cutie Doricy likes piggie also yea~~~ cause she hugs her everytime.. Joey very sporty and always force her to drink.. Piggie likes to play Zorro with them.. and likes to go casino with them because they always talk funny.. hehe.. Duc bought her many drinks on friday~~piggie very happy.. Piggie pissed some ppl off that night.. they came hugged her and dance with her.. but she pushed them away.. piggie just playing and nothing more than that... but she promised no more next time already.. cause she is princess and she loves herself..
Jason called piggie again.. happy~ he called her from Malaysia almost everyday.. sometimes to greet her good morning~ sometimes he just called and concern and wants her to take care of herself.. Jason is a great friend.. Piggie likes him but too bad he is not her type... piggie promised Clifford to be with him if she couldnt get a bf this year.. Piggie also promised Jason oh~~ haha.. piggie still as happy and cute leeeeee... she appreciate so many great friends.. but she feels frustrated because someone she loved before came back and bring her trouble again.. piggie feels sad because she was reminded for those terrible days.. her heart is bleeding again.. cause this guy never make up his mind and always change his mind.. he said he loves piggie but he broke off with her again and again.. he said he still likes piggie now and want to be with her...
Finally after the long night.. piggie has figures out what she needed the most... piggie was miserable last night because she was sick.. and her brain was not properly function.. piggie wants to be a happy girl~ yey yey~ she wants to strive for the best.. cause it would be the very last 2 months... gambathe~~~ *hug hug*
14 septiembre ~Just as a Reminder~Just got back from Malaysia... feeling so pathetic to come back to this tiny little dead city... even until the last called on board... i still refuse to get into the aircraft... I think I am absolute a city girl~~~
Life back in Muar and KL was fantastic and so great... even there's ups and downs but I just cant find a single reason to complaint or to comment about it..! cause everthing cant be any better..!! everything was so so so great...!!! it was absolute a princess-like life style I would say... haha... spent so many quality times with my twin, sister and friends... time was so insufficient and I wish I can have more hours..!~ Cant deny I have been recharged and restored again... and slowly I am brought back to the trail where I belong to...
Australia is definitely a 'peace' and 'relaxing' country... where people are satisfied with what they have, even times they reluctant to change... obviously the higher standard of living causes less competitive environment and less motivation.. I think I have become just as mentioned... I often realised I am not improved or growed in any ways... sadly I would say I have become a person living without an aim or a purpose... trust me.. this kinda lifestyle sucks and miserable..! I have no aim, no purpose, not yearn or keen for anything at all.. just routinely doing part of my job as a student...
Went for some social occations with my father.. I think the most thing I gained and really impact me was about my attitude towards my life... Listen to my father and uncles sharing and talking about how successful is their company or how many hundreds of millions they earn monthly, about how they invest in the share market, about how the merge the companies, etc etc... looking at the bills they paid for every meals... looking at the way they spend money... I started to think... yes, I have all the branded stuff I fancy, I have big houses and nice cars.. but.. they are not out of my nor my efforts..! hai~~~~
But... is this my life all about...? no..! I dont think so I am enough and satisfy with all these I have but not out of my capability... I cant forsee nor judge about my future.. but one thing I am sure... I wont give up my proffesion.. I have used up a quater of my life to study.. from nursery, kindergarden, UPSR, PMR, SPM, Pre-U, Bachelor Degree to Master Degree.. will I just give up my proffesion and go back home like a bug... I just cant imagine if I turn up a bug doing what people think I should do... I will definitely not satisfy and I can never no how victory taste like.... I just dont want to be spoon-feed.. I want to earn my first million.. doenst matter it is 1 million, 10 millions or 100 millions...
Catching up with old friends.. knowingly most of them have already bought car and even house... although those were under mortgage or loan but at least were out of their capability..!~ this what I learn... they said they are not as lucky as I am to have a powerful family... exactly.. what I have now was just a click of fingers and things would turn up... but all in all.. they are not out of my own capability... Just... I am gonna prove to people, one day I will stand in gut, not using any single cents of my fanily's... to earn my first million, to buy a house and car with cash..! never on loan..! oh my God.. am I to loud..? I just wish I can keep this fire..!!!! but.. I know someday later, I have to return to where I belong... just hope I can have more years to fullfill my personal goals...
Actually life can be easy... all we need is to turn around, and looking at it at the different side.. you will be fascinating by how wonderful life can be.... I think I am kinda person that always think so thoroughly... If I could just turn away and just let it be as happened, I would then just as simpler and happy.. exactly..!~ I am happy with what I have, who I am, how I live... it just that, I need to have some revolution within me.... just as my professor said... the most important part of a research, is of its proposal about the topic we want to research on... same methodology to be applied... the most important of a life, is of its purpose about the life we want to live on... meanwhile, one cannot live without a purpose of life.. and once you have already set up a goal of life... mean it..! it is not changeable and must be constant..!! not to give up easily but to life the fullest for it...
Although I am not 100% sure about my goal.. but deep down I know it is a huge decision and when I say it I mean it.. I dont want to have an initial plan and then renew and renew... just as said... it is a huge decision which affect my entire life.... I want to take time and think through about it... but at least.. I have a draft for my proposal already..!~ and I know a right companion or partner should have a similar goal... wink...
I just told my friend... the reason for this blog, is to bear in mind about the fire I have now... I hope I can keep it up..!~ so friends, please do remind me if I am slacking or focus on the wrong thing again..!~ hehehe.... I am somehow still dependent..
Time to sleep and no more blogging...!!!!!~~~~~~ sayonara 31 agosto ~!~Merdeka~!~Almost 2am Msia time.. I am still and so awake.. It is 4am back in Hobart... by right I am in deep sleep.. haha.. just dont feel like spending my time on the bed... so many good things to be done... just dont worth it to spend on the bed...
Looking back to last few days when I just arrived in KL.. on the very first day I arrived in Msia.. I went to Sunway Pyramid with my sister right after I took bath and took a quick 1 hour nap... It opens at 10am.. and we arrived just in time..!! haha.. just as if its gonna run away... been ages I didnt spend time in this favourite spot of mine during high school period... the ice-skating rink was also one of my favourite spot during my 'dating' period.. back to this familiar and memorable spot.. all the good memories just flowed into my mind and I just cant stop myself from laughing... After spending our lunch at GenkiSushi, we went straight for ice-skating..! it was fun.. and I really have to say, my little sister has the potential.. exactly like me.. haha
I was impressed even to myself.. I am wellknown as a 'no sense of direction' person.. but, after so long I didnt drive in KL.. I can still recognise the way from Cheras to Sunway and Subang.. so impressive..!! Cant deny the regularly changes in these areas really irritate me to the maximum... but despite of the changes.. I still and able to figure out the direction..!!! clap clap clap~~~
After I arrived home at Muar.. I was shocked that everything still remain the same.. because each of everytime I arrived home, there must be huge changes in the house.. but this time, just that the tv and audio system has changed, some furniture has changed, the computer and printer has changed, aquarium has changed, my room has changed a little bit.. but majority still remain the same.. so happy and so feel like a home... I still have this habit influences by... ... ... that to search around the house, looking at even those tiny little areas, open all the cupboards and drawers... just feel like looking and checking every areas at home.. to ensure the things still there or to find out those that added after... hmmpphhh... love to do this.. feel so much like a home~~~
Been meeting some close friends these days.. also finally.. got to see my handsome brother~~ haha.. knowing everyone is alright now.. my heartbeat become stable and breathe normally... was so tension for the past weeks... but all in all.. things get back to normal.. and I am as happy as I used to..!~ yiipppeeeee~~~~~ my dream comes true.. my family has reunion..!!! although we have not spent much time together yet.. but I am sure tomorrow will be a beautiful day.. I just cant wait for the moment to come.. cant get into sleep due to this excitement... hehe
Going back to KL on Friday... yyyiippeee.. cant wait to meet steph and nana~~~ also hopefully to meet Eunji fly all the way from Dubai~~~ most importantly.. Shopping time~~~~ hehehe.. hopefully I can recognise to way.. finger cross~~~ gonna make my last shopping in KL and then going to eat kolo mee in Kuching.. haha.. just dont understand why is it so so so famous..!~
But~~~~ I am still struggle with my Tax now... sigh~~~
Very thanks and so appreciate to my friends who be there for me during these times.. especially Jason and Clifford.. really blessed to have them.. Wei Guang.. Joan.. also Jean, Achint and Niral in Hobart..!~ hehe.. also Barbie and Joy.. I always imagine they scratching their head while doing the reports.. haha.. and fatty Vincent cooking noodles.. haha.. I am so blessed to have you all~ of course my uncle ma... my cutie rabbit carina~ my brother moo moo~ my patrick doggie~ Cant wait to go back Hobart..!~ I promise I must live to the fullest in the last 2 months in Hobart...
Life is wonderfully and beautifully created..! just as said, there is always more than one way of looking at the world.. life is indeep so simple and easy when we turn around and look at it at a different direction.. I learned and growed again~
Onneh onneh.. one of my favourite food.. feel like eating now.. yum yum~~~~
20 agosto ~Returning~It has been ages that I have not browse to the page~~~
Realising that, there are so many meaningful real life things can be done rather than blogging in a daily basis.. back to my initial opinion regarding to the very meaning of blogging.. well~~~~~~
people blogging when they are boring and lonely..
people blogging for the sake of people reading..
people blogging for their ownself to express feelings..
people blogging because they cant speak well..
people blogging because other people do so..
For my past experiences... I blog, because~~~
I am too busy... blogging makes a good 'resting' time...
I am too tense... blogging helps to get off my emotion...
I am too distress... blogging can convince myself the wonderful life is about...
I am too tired... blogging refreshes my mind about the passion I used to have...
I am too sleepy... blogging keeps my brain awake again...
But this time... I blog, because~~~
I feel a little bit bored... I am mood-less to do anything...
I feel a little bit upset... I realise I have been disobedience...
I feel a little bit stress... I have so many things in worried...
I feel a little bit anxious... I know things are so unpredictable at this stage...
I feel a little bit frustrate... I hate the little part of my life which is so afflictive...
I dont like August~~~
...Scary last August...
My suprised trip back to msia last year, for my ex's birthday was a mess...
I drunk-out in pub... My stupidity...
I am entangled with an arrogant and unlovable nut... yucks, I am such a fool...
I smoke with my father for the first time... He said I can only smoke the cigaratte he gives me...
...Scary this August...
I am bound with a legal action... first hearing for disputation has failed...
My sister was under a surgery... I am informed 3 days after...
My brother is suspected as well... I dont know what was that about...
I am going back to Msia... for medical check up... IELTs and many more...
Sien~~~~
ZZZzzoooommm.... go gai gai~~~~~
13 agosto ~.~.~ sTamiNa ~.~.~Middle of the night.. guess what I am having now..!! haha.. vietnamese spring roll plus coke zero..!~ Cant deny that I have been putting on weights ever since I quit being a vegetarian.. haha.. I am meat eater..!!~~~ I must have something to bite at this moment or else I am gonna fall asleep.. Just challenge myself not to sleep for 24 hours.. how I wish I have 25 hours a day.. I could have a short hour nap then..
Dont mistaken me... I am not challenge myself for fun.. well I wont be that dumbbell... I am so much under pressure now... have to finish the critique at least by tomorrow.. oh oh oh.. endless tasks endless works endless reports endless endless endless... aih.. my brain is kinda hanging already.. even my eyes is getting blur... getting drowsy... .... ... miss my bed...
Really thank God for those wonderful colleague... at least they really share with my burdens.. just as said, doing work alone can never be perfect.. but as a group, we strive for perfection... I feel so relaxing in every meeting.. cause we definitely ended up talking about movies... haha... or something really off the topic... wwweeeeee~~~~
Been sick for three weeks already... how I wish I am as healthy in order to produce quality work... hmmm.. I think at the first place I should have a good rest first... countdown to 2 weeks after... I might be able to have more rest by that time.. hopefully.. been coughing for 3 days, stop 1 day.. and come again for 3 days.. it's like a routine sickness.. aihhh~~~ I think I must take it seriously already.. doctor.. I am coming~~~
So pathetic to hear snores now.... aaaiihhh~~~~
Looking at the piano beside me... woo hooo...!~ I wish I can play it now... but everyone already sleep... hai~~~
Time's up... back to my critique... pathetic....
07 agosto :::Warfare-minded:::...Another short weekend has past ... Long weekdays is ahead me...
Getting busy and busier day by day and week by week... I have been so keen to know about His will... so yearn and so desperately seek for His will... never realise about the serious obstacle which impact my life to the maximum, had eventually against me from hearing Him... I tried to be as pure, as boldness, as humbly, as beyond my understanding... things just don't get to the right way...
Despite all the tough circumstance and hurtful mistakes allowed... deep down I truly understand I am made stronger... realising nothing is perfect in this universe, I tried achieve close to perfect... how come still times I felt frustrating and irritating by things below my expectation... Nothing can disagree about the differentiated point of view, differentiated living standard, differentiated background knowledge, etc etc of human beings... No one in this world has the right to judge the others... just as though everyone conduct personal weaknesses which might make known or unknown in the society... I keep persuade-ing and meditating myself to accept.. and accepting again... on the fact I might far from others' standard too... just as said, no one in this universe is perfect... why dont i just accept others just as they are..? but it seems so far beyond my ability...
People often have wrong impression about me... they used to think I am a capable, strong, and well-achieve person... I think it is the other way around... I knew I am weak and dependent instead... I always have loads and heaps of ideas and comments which I rarely try hard to achieve... unless I am so-in-mood... but I doubt how long it last... yet... people still love me the way I am... why dont I accept people the way they are and love them the way they are..? despite their standards, levels, intelligence, capabilities and abilities.. how can I make myself as flexible... I am in the midst of changing again... I think I really need a serious revolution within my heart... have to change it inside out, turn it upside down...
I am always blessed to have what I have and need... I am always blessed to have people that accept me the way I am and appreciate me as who I really am... I really wish my heart to be soften to accept people the way they are and appreciate the way they really are... I really hope I can forgive people who intentionally or unintentionally give me troubles... all I want is just peace of mind... I am really sick of confrontation or arguement... misleading or misunderstanding...
Really appreciate 'brother' who accompany me until 3am last night.. (or this morning..) really thanks for the times we spent in investigating the circumstances and consequences... also times we joke and share... you are a blessing, brother...
Also appreciate the unexpected and secret parcel from Malaysia.. It brighten my day... ... ...
05 agosto ~ Miss oLd days ~Finally~~~~~ sit down in front of the computer again..!~ yiipppeeee..
Miss my blog so much... hehehehe~~~~
Have been sick for more than a week... so sad... Although have not fully recovered.. but at least feeling so much better now..!~ weeeeee.. BUT~~~~ knowingly there's a sick wave at Melbourne..!~ Elis was sick.. and Winnie too.. even Ming Han is sick as well.. so sad.. ShenYi said it was Frederica's virus... wu wu wu... cause she was affected as well.. I feel so bad~~~ wu wu wu... even Joy also starts coughing... aihhhhh... no good no good..
Although I had been sick.. but I just can't force myself to sleep for longer hours.. Life is so exciting when you have so much to do but little time allowed... And when each tasks have been fullfilled... you feel the world is turning for you..!~ yeeehhhh...
Life is so so so exciting... so so so challenging... so so so quality...
Really thumbs up for The Big 4 Audit Companies..!!~
Niral, Achint, Jean and Frederica~~~ yeeh yeeh yeeh..!!~ (I represent Ernst & Young)
Very impressive.. Colleagues.. Let's work harder and harder again..!! yeeeaaaiiiii... yiiipppieeeee...
That's the feeling I have been searching for... It is something that I do with my ability rather than spoon-feed by my family... yea exactly... I just can't imagine to work for family or taking over the family business after study... feel so dumbbell... I just dont mind to work even for a small company.. even just playing a minor role in the company.. but at least I am who I am and do things out of my ability and capability.. at least I can stand gut and tell people I can do it... I hope this little opinion of mine can last long...
hmphh... although there always an issue deep down my heart... and I have been spending time searching the purpose of my life... I think at this moment.. I have found the right purpose which is to follow God's will.. which is always my interest... that is His promise.. praise Lord..!~
I still remember few years back.. Gor, John, ChiaChuin, ChinAik, Leong and I... we were talking about our dreams...
Not quite sure about Gor's.. but no doubt he is fullfilling what he wants..
John has been to so many countries as a exchange university student at his research area, which also support by Singapore government.. no doubt he also has fullfilling his dream...
ChiaChuin has already started working in those computing area... think he has got into it as well..
Leong has became an air-steward... haha.. although it is not exactly but I am sure he is as happy too..
Me... I never forget about this dream of mine.. even the name i mentioned that day.. "Jonathan"... I am pretty sure the day is coming very soon.. very very very soon...
I have come to the point where I am to be claimed for what I said in the past... Every single words just came vividly into my mind recently... Those words had really speak into my heart these days... although I am kinda fear and still a little bit lack of confindent.. but I am sure it will be DONE..!!! I really miss you guys... and I am sure we will fullfill our promises and come together again... Despite of the distance we have now... I will never forget about promises... you know that... I mean what I say.. and when I say, I mean it..!
Not to forget Jason... poor thing.. you just cant get into the right time... in all and every sense... you just cant fit into the right timing.. I just cant find the reason... I am so sorry for you my dear... you have been so kind to me.. but I have been so bad to you... but I will not forget the kind deed done by people... I promise you will be the first one I meet whenever I go back to malaysia... I will never forget your words of encouragements... and I am sure we shall meet again one day... I know you are reading this too..
~~Alpha Alpha~~
So hope Melbourne team still here with us... hehe... Cant imagine I am actually setting network with Africans... haha... excuse me.. I am not racist... it is kinda suprise though.. Still remember when I was back home in Msia few years back... this African man just.. just... just..... like me so much.. always waited for me at the front door... I was living alone and always feeling hard to go home... I am just kinda afraid of them... I say again, I am not racist.. haha... ended up Desmond became my 'boyfriend' to stop his motive... hey... I know you are reading this too~ feeling proud ehh.. haha... I am challenged to really set up network with them.. although I am kinda fear.. but God is still good..! cause He helps me to be more flexible... yeeeiiiiii~~~ Afterall, all glories shall return back to Him... Amen~
oh~~~ tired already... time to sleep... hmphh.. tomorrow gonna be busy again...
31 julio ~ Busy Bee ~Hachhieee Hacchhiee~~~~ *poor princess still sick...*
Oh dear... what a busy weekend... I thought I am suppose to spend my precious weekend to sleep-in or at least spend some times to do facial... do my nails... hmmph hmmph... maybe next weekend~~ *Keep your words..!*
Have not been working for 2 weeks... I thought I would have many spare times if I dont work... but it seems I dont have spare time for work... oopssiieeeee... Last week was very, superly, duperly, extremely, obviously busy week... But~~~~~ This week is gonna be real busy again... *always have time blogging though*
Poor Princess... ... ...
has been sick for a week... *sayang sayang*
's strepsils left a few only... *cough cough*
's mobile phone spoilted... *sob sob*
's laptop also spoilted already... *weep weep*
's schedule is overload... *sleepy*
's toothpaste is nearly finish... *yuckie yuckie*
's body shampoo is finishing soon... *oooppssieee*
's facial foam is almost finish too... *aiiiyyoooo*
's fridge is empty... *uhh-hhum*
's car fuel is nearly empty as well... *aaaiihhhh*
got an overspeed penalty in Melbourne which cost $248... *iiisshhhhh*
But she... ... ...
took many different kind of medicine already... but still sick... poor thing...
keeps coughing without strepsils... poor thing...
cannot afford to buy a new mobile... poor thing...
is a computer-blinded person... poor thing...
try to suspend some unnecessary appointments... but still loads... poor thing...
no time for shopping... poor thing...
cannot cook nice and nutritious food... poor thing...
has no money to refuel... poor thing...
promises not to over speed anymore... poor thing...
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